Just Hit The GroundAs she lost all holdAnd hit the groundAll she saw was never endingRays of lightCast upon the stoneThe raindrops fellAnd lay upon her skinA memory broke the spellAs it echoed longInside her mindAll she head to realize~Chorus:Was all she ever had inside her headA broken soulA broken heartA sanity that slowly falls apartWasn't realBecause the shattered pieces of her pastWere there to feelTo learn and growA lesson builtFrom failure and dismay~Shaking handsShaking bonesAll that ever wasHasn't been anymoreIt's time to fallJust let goA fragile promiseAnd it won't hurt at allAren't you sickOf going onJust let it sink inYou'll be free if you hit the-Hit the ground~~Chorus~As you did beforeHit the groundJust as you did beforeAnd rebuilt the lifeThat once was yours-And it wasn't real~Why do we insist to fall,But never fly?And never accept crashing to the ground-A lesson builtFrom failure and dismay
RecoveryA breeze is blowing over the roadAnd emotions awakeI thought were long lost,but only grew oldMemories arise and breakThe walls and restrictionsThat I built up for safeties sakeAll the lies are discoveredand thrown awayWorries that are like poisonAnd make you hate each distasteful dayThese worries too, are vaporizedEvery forsaken bit of soulthat was demonizedIs cleansed and replacedBy pure joy and delightSorrow, so clingy, holding you backThese furious doubtsThat can't wait to attackAre pushed into oblivionAnd though this night has set you freeYou feel just like the burning sunAs the truth takes hold of you:You had to set to rise rise againTo start a brand new life
Marked SoulsONENot wanting to breathe anymore, I sat down, in front of the wall, staring blankly at it's white surface. Noises were rushing by and mixing into on annoying hum in tired ears.I could make out laughter, but it made sick, so I blocked it out with the rest of the world.I just wasn't able to go on any longer, my head was heavy and pressing down. The pressure inside tempting me to hit my head until it split open, so all the ghosts and pain could escape.But I wasn't allowed. They said they cared. Maybe they were real....A sharp pain seared through my body and I began to shiver, thoughts of hate made my eyes burn and my fingertips tingle with the need to destroy.But the memory of punishment kept me from freeing the violence that was building in me.My body ached, I wasn't able to breathe, everything blurred. I wailed and grasped my head with my shaking heads, pulling my knees to my chin I began rocking forth and back to sooth my wrecked body and feelings. I wanted to scream but my voi
FairytaleOh if it would be trueWould I say I love you?If I could let go...Would the scars still show?When the letters would make sense,And built into solid words,Would I then take my chance,And fly in the mass of birds?Could I keep the colours from bleeding in,When I wipe the blood from my chin?The lifeless body would lay still,Counting the days to the next kill.Would the bombs lie to rest?The weight be lightened on my chest?When I close my eyes in silence,Asking for God to stop the violence...Then we might embrace the sun,Our feet aching form the run,And melt in each others arms,Blending out a thousand alarms...Could we be then be safe in heaven,In fairy tales we'd count till seven,Smoke and fire mixing with steam,The pain banished by joyful gleam...We'd be free to smile for real,To savor every moment we feel,I'd wish to spend these moments with you,The only person who won't have a clueHow much I need you by my side,I can't resist the urge to hide,But honey, I thi
What Have I BecomeThey say just to let the emotions flow,Is the secret of poetry,The art within the writing of words,Of placing the letters, carefully,Not to be shy of filling the blanks,Just defining what you know,To use your feelings,And to decorate the sheets,But how can I write,When all I feel,Was ripped away,By a force that I cannot describe?When my core is a void,And I cannot avoid,Feeling nothing at all...How am I supposed to choose,The words that used to come,By night, my quiet saviours,Now lost within my soul,Empty eyes,Roaming the sky,Searching for...For this feeling of inspiration,That I once cursed,But was blessed with,Now that it's gone,I disappear into myself,No way to get rid of,All this poison,That was crammed down my throat,Breathing hurts,And without my words,I'm nothing, just nothing at all,I am no writer, no poet,No artist anymore,I might be able to place the letters,In the right order,It might look pretty,But it lacks the emotion,That makes
CreationLet it go, so your hands are empty,And you have nothing to show,With these free hands,Grab the chance,To live your life, in freedom and peace,I am not lying,When I say,That hope hides in the shades,If you give in,And disappear into darkness,It's your surest way into the light,Tonight, tonight,Just come with me,And stay alive,I know I contradict myself,But I lied when I said,That things don't get better,But it doesn't matter,Because it's not what I meant,I never surrendered to the pain,I just gave into oblivion,Tears may fall, and skin may bleed,Life just stays a wonderful thing,And I am strong enough,To fix myself and to pick up the pieces,Put them together, and create a new piece,A masterpiece of joy,Created from the shatters of hate.
DriftingI need it, just please, help me out, Sir?My substance, I'm keen to abuse,A legal drug, I tell ya, cheap, but oh dear!So insecure and dangerous...should I?It'd be my secret, as unique as it is,Damn it, I'll do it, so excuse me, Sir,Pass me money, I'm really in need!I get what I want, this way,Just be who I'm not,And everything works outRelieved I feel free, inside I'm going nuts,But my face doesn't show it,No one checks for my eyes,So I stay fine, better hide,I can't speak, but whatever,Just take a seat, and rest,But didn't that girl just look suspiciously?Was that just real or imagined?Okay, maybe I underestimated this...Minutes scratch by,Every hour feels like a week,So soft, and comfy,And standing in a light glow~Then drift off, into...So....dark