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FeverJust a day, feeling fine
as black and white intertwine
Begin to tremble, no reason why
Is this insanity, or am I high?
Sparkling faces grace my view
Intense versions of purple and blue
The sky is striped, the clouds dance
I'm certain I fly, comfortable in trance
Then I see the floor, as I fall
Because I ran right in to a wall
I hear laughter, realize it's me
Little pink man are all I see
I try to stand, of course I fail
Feeling sick and rather frail
Then I black out, awake in my swaying bed
A bitter sting messing in my head
I know I'm back now, finally
Hello my bitter sweet reality

FairytaleOh if it would be true
Would I say I love you?
If I could let go...
Would the scars still show?

When the letters would make sense,
And built into solid words,
Would I then take my chance,
And fly in the mass of birds?

Could I keep the colours from bleeding in,
When I wipe the blood from my chin?
The lifeless body would lay still,
Counting the days to the next kill.

Would the bombs lie to rest?
The weight be lightened on my chest?
When I close my eyes in silence,
Asking for God to stop the violence...

Then we might embrace the sun,
Our feet aching form the run,
And melt in each others arms,
Blending out a thousand alarms...

Could we be th

Self Deception"Would you destroy something perfect, in order to make it beautiful?" - Gerard Way

I would, I did,
I once was perfect but now am detroyed!
I realize I was used and abused,
And treated as toy!
I feel worthless now...
Because I can't figure out life!
So I consider stabbing myself,
With the silent blade of a raging knife!

I Can't CareSo each day we're waking up
Wishing the day goodbye
But baby, I say, it's time to live
Don't worry, one day we'll all die
But until then, let's live

I don't care what they say
I'm gone deaf a long time ago
Mistook the peace for a new war
Didn't know how good freedom could feel
Once you see it right before your eyes

Oh I can't care,
Even if I'd like, I can't deny the love
How fragile my hatred seem now
When I look away from a dusty past
Into a future so bright, I can't clear my sight

I'm feeling so light
I can fly, I tell you, I can do anything
My power is unmeasurable
It was inside me all this time
But I never had the courage to live

Inside the stormThe rain, it falls from a sullen sky
No one wonders, or dares to ask why
The droplets never cease to fall
As if they follow some hollow call

The clouds fill the sky with charcoal grey
As heaven cries with loud thunder, there is nothing left to say.
The rain drops are the tears I cry tonight,
A promise is fading and the kisses of the sun are lost in sight.

I stand, so tiny, amongst the rain
It spits at me sorrow and pain
Confused and amazed, blinded I stand
Drowning me out with it's outstreched hand

The beauty of a stormy night is lost,
The fury of lightning and madness is the cost.
So tiny and fragile, here I stand with bewilder

PurgatoryPain searing through my body
Broken I wriggle on the ground
I cry for help, helping you
Pleasing your need to be God

I bleed and bleed from seamless cuts
I scream creaking insults at you
I hurt and die and feel nothing at all
All at once, shards of shattered glass

I hope my agony satisfies you at last
I pray that this will end some day
Scraping together all of my past
Just to throw all memory away

I think notTo you and to all
do you see my pain?
This agony within?
I think not

If you did
Would you let me be?
Who I am supposed to be?
I think not

Pain I feel
But I hide it so deeply
No one can see it
For I am hiding with invisibility
I can not see
I can not think
This agony, do you see?
I think not

Come up to breathe
The pain in me screams
I shout for help
But none received

I pull it out
Drag it across my wrist
Red springs up
Runs down my arm
I see the pain
Draining away
Do you?
I think not

What doesn't kill me...With every insult you made me stronger, you see?
Everytime your hand beat me as child
The bruises turned into thicker skin
Each time you told me I'm not worth a thing
I realised how much I am worth
You said I'm depressed and that made me happy
Said I won't be able to go this way I chose
But I mastered it
Any challenge you threw at me
Expecting me to go down
But I rose higher up
And lately, yes, I was breaking
Close to falling, but not just because of you
Out there is a life waiting for me
For me to create it and to live it with pride
I know how much hate waits for me
But I am fine
I'll be alright
In this awkward, hateful disgusting world

When You SmileWhen you smile...
The world is painted in happier shades
Vibrant tones of yellow and green
Peace floods these cracked streets
And broken homes seem to heal
Oh when you smile
How do I describe the way it feels?
I feel dizzy, up in the sky
More alive in freedoms embrace
And I don't mind not knowing why
When you smile
This endless sorrow is devoured by love
When happiness lifts you up
Take my hand, let's float above
This hate and disgrace
Live life together at out own pace

Together
So when you smile
This world is gone
And only the dream stayes
The wish to caress this lovely mouth
That curves into a smile of bliss
That heales my wounds, chases the terror away
This smiling lips, I wish I could kiss...

In MemorySo final, you're dead, but I can't let it go
Memories of speaking to you
You'll never be gone forever
Not to me

I never had the chance to say
Good bye and sorry for all the hate
I sometimes spit at you
There was no reason, you just dropped dead
On the spot, with so much life ahead

When I was little, we'd take naps
Next to each other
You'd rock me to sleep
You'd play with me
And steal my toys

You were- well, was, my Grandpa
And I know you for the time I have lived
You were such a hateful, rough man
But I never forgot the soft side of you
A little mad, violent and sad

You're life was so long, so full of energy
You've seen t

Be Alivefeel the sun burning your skin
Wild and free, breathing out, breathing in
Dancing in the storm
Crying with the howling wind
Laughing along wiht the cackle of thunder
Running and getting arms skinned
Bleeding in a rhythem of youth....

Marked SoulsONE
Not wanting to breathe anymore, I sat down, in front of the wall, staring blankly at it's white surface. Noises were rushing by and mixing into on annoying hum in tired ears.
I could make out laughter, but it made sick, so I blocked it out with the rest of the world.
I just wasn't able to go on any longer, my head was heavy and pressing down. The pressure inside tempting me to hit my head until it split open, so all the ghosts and pain could escape.
But I wasn't allowed. They said they cared. Maybe they were real....
A sharp pain seared through my body and I began to shiver, thoughts of hate made my eyes burn and my fingertips tingle with the need to destroy.
But the memory of punishment kept me from freeing the violence that was building in me.
My body ached, I wasn't able to breathe, everything blurred. I wailed and grasped my head with my shaking heads, pulling my knees to my chin I began rocking forth and back to sooth my wrecked body and feelings. I wanted to scream but my voi

Dealing With ThisI smile like an idiot
But it feels so fake
It feels like a void
Filled with the purest of hate

My secret screams tear the cut
Open from ear to ear
The screams inside myself
Make me want to end it right here

And you make it worse each time
I see a word, or just a single line
That might be related to you

Your presence makes me feel a pain
The sweetest pain I know

And it is all my fault
I know, I know, I know
But the reason isn't the one you'd like it to be

I feel this hate, rage and shame
Because I am not strong enough
To just let go like you do
And I really admire you

But still my soul tells me the truth
That you and I are

Left behindLost and broken hearted
I can't remember when it started
You were there but now you're gone
And the pain is unbearble, too strong

I can't go on, like this
I'm too broken to stand sorrow's kiss
I'm dead inside, without you
I can't decide what's false or true

I'm freezing in the ice of my past
Memories slip by, life is too fast
I can't hear what they say
Because you are so far away

Pray For The Blood To FlowSilent whispers inside my head
Messing with my fragile mind
Horrific images of despair
No, I can't just leave this behind

Suffer in silence
Swallow this thought of suicide
Hide the monster deep inside
Don't ever let them see
Your blood stained claws

They say "leave it behind"
But how could you?
Oh how could I?
Just leave it behind
And live your life
But I can't give up
Can't ever give in

Promising salvation on the spot
Right here, right now
Let them spread their rumours
Spread these fucking lies
Fantasies of the sickest, most twisted minds

Clench your teeth
Clench your fists
Prepare for the war
Decide, decide
what sid

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by ~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY, Sep 12, 2012, 3:01:02 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Concrete Poetry

Can't you see, you could be so much more?
If only you would be strong enough to ignore,
These lables and lies,
That you actually despise!

But you follow the river wherever it flows.
Follow these trends that come and go!

And discriminate people like me,
Who aren't the way you'd like us to be.
Even though we're all the same!
I'm the black sheep, the one to blame.

But I know that I'm not a mistake,
And that you, my beautiful, are simply fake.
You are too insecure to speak your actual mind,
Wearing a mask everyday, but I can see behind.

And inside, I know how ugly and twisted you are,
I can see all the pain, every single scar.

To My Peersby ~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Concrete Poetry

I suppose the title and poem takes away the need for a describtion, right?
Just tell me if it's alright this way, and if the end is an end....eh...yeah...

Inspired by a conversation with ~EMOROCKfreak
She's a great artist, make sure to stop by on her page!!

~lolli47 Oct 9, 2012

"and inside, I know how ugly and twisted you are, I can see all the pain, every single scar" I just love this. I can't even explain how much I love this.

~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY Oct 10, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I'm glad you like.
That's my favourite line, too.

~aliforever331 Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

So awesome!

This is a really accurate description of what most people are like. >.>

~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

But it's rhyming, no complaints? And thanks for finally reading XD

~aliforever331 Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I know, but I don't think it's too rhymye-y. My mind is kind of scrambled so I'll tell you more when I can think. XD Welcome...sowry....this was the earliest I could get on a computer.

~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

It's fine ^^ Wasn't on all day, hanging with my best friend again! FINALLY!
It's okay, just suprising Xd

~aliforever331 Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

How was it!?
Okey dokey XP

~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY Sep 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Well, awesome!!!
Yeah!

~aliforever331 Sep 14, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Awesome!!!
Aw....you and Courtney are upset at each other...meh....that figures. You're both stubborn.....but I love you both.

~DESTRUCTION-BUNNY Sep 14, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Honestly now, I'm not upset at her ^^
In fact she just reminds me a bunch of myself which is annoying XD
But I like her, and you, you're both part of my family now.

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